Not Enough

I look in the mirror and I see
Someone that makes me unhappy
I look around and see the beauty
Of the girls I wish I could be
Comparing myself has become a hobby
Drain myself and end up empty
I say I don't care what they think
But it's the only thing making me sink
I wish I could love me the way I love others
Could help myself but I don't even bother
I'm drowning, but I'm all alone
Seem fine, but they'll never know
Playing games in my head
Mascara stains on my bed
I'm trying to keep my tears dry
Saying I'm fine but it's a lie
Am I my worst enemy
Maybe my thoughts are killing me
Second guess myself because I think that I am not enough
I'm not enough
I don't feel loved
I'm not enough
You're not enough
Feels like they're something wrong with me
It seems real when everybody tends to leave
I'm breaking, but they say I'll be okay
Can't handle love 'cause I push it all away
Maybe I'll try talking some more now
But It's almost as if I'm being too loud, loud
Wish I could love me the way I love others
Could help myself but I don't even bother
Drowning, but I'm all alone
I seem fine, but they'll never know
Playing games in my head
Mascara stains on my bed
I'm trying to keep my tears dry
Saying I'm fine but it's a lie
Am I my worst enemy
Maybe my thoughts are killing me
Second guess myself because I think that I am not enough
The damage I've caused myself is hard to believe
I'm stuck with the thoughts, and it makes it hard to breathe
Filling the empty space to run from the pain
It's a quiet battle in my head, making me insane (not enough)
I'm not enough
I don't feel loved
I'm not enough
You're not enough
Not enough
You're not enough
You're not enough
You're not enough